Whitnerly

This one is for YOU

Sat, 18 May 2013 16:26:00 -0700

You are a techno color rainbow

It bleeds from the words slipping from your tongue

The imagination you run wild with

Illuminates within the sockets of your eyes

Creativity spills from the crooked grin on your face

You could never be alone

Because you are a techno color rainbow

When your techno colors shine bright

You draw people in, like moths to a flame

Capture there attention with the light from your finger tips

And still you wonder why people find you so captivating

It’s the reality of you that people love

You are a techno color rainbow

A rare commodity, a priceless artifact

Something most people never experience

You run wild and free inside the creativity of your imagination

Unafraid to go beyond the normal spectrum of colors

People love you because of the techno color rainbow seeping from your soul

You are a techno color rainbow

You deserve to be loved

And I, I will always treasure you

The Sun Always Rises

Sat, 18 May 2013 15:21:07 -0700

I have captured a million rays of sunlight in the creases of my arms

That way when it’s cold I can wrap myself in the warmth of yesterday

I have painted a thousand sunsets on the back of my eyelids

So that when I close my eyes I can be greeted with beauty and wonder

I have stolen stars by the handful trapped them in the dark of my mind

That way when I am frightened they will be there to light the way

I have traced the man in moon into the palms of both hands

So that when I reach for someone they will already be there

I have stitched myself together to many times to count

And each time I find myself in a little better shape then before

Hotel De Coronado. History.

Wed, 15 May 2013 09:19:24 -0700

Hotel De Coronado. History.

Sister <3

Tue, 14 May 2013 17:25:44 -0700

Sister <3

Photo

Fri, 10 May 2013 11:10:07 -0700

Photo

Fri, 10 May 2013 10:06:07 -0700

You can’t tell but we are at the beach :)

Fri, 10 May 2013 08:25:01 -0700

You can’t tell but we are at the beach :)

Spanish final over. My tired look. TMNT headphones. Road trip to...

Thu, 09 May 2013 10:47:44 -0700

Spanish final over. My tired look. TMNT headphones. Road trip to Sand Diego. Yep this is my life :)

Kindergarten Crush

Sat, 04 May 2013 11:10:00 -0700

It’s in black ink that my doodles took the form of hearts

They riddled the pages of my note books

And the inside of my rib cage

Because I attempted to inhale the meaning

With more force then necessary

Those hearts were meshed up attempts to create something tangible

I wore them on my wrist as if I couldn’t damage them

They were on display for all to see

Because I attempted to hold hearts in my hands

Like they were more then a memory

It’s in black ink that my scribbles took the shape of your name

They riddled the sentences seeping from my journal

And the insides of my wrists

Because I attempted to write you into my hearts

Like you could some how be a permanent part of me

Those scribbles were my last attempt to create something real

I wrote them into my heart as if that made you mine

As if they were apart of me somehow

Because I attempted to hold scribbles in my hands

Like they were more then a memory

Be jealous. I know he is perfect #truelove #TMNT #BestNanaEver

Sat, 04 May 2013 09:15:53 -0700

Be jealous. I know he is perfect #truelove #TMNT #BestNanaEver

Look at it this Way

Fri, 03 May 2013 08:43:00 -0700

Wanted isn’t the right word

And needed makes me feel desperate

But I was, desperate to feel something

That doesn’t mean I was anxious to meet

Someone like you

Someone I spent my entire life creating

No, I wasn’t desperately awaiting your arrival

I was instead plotting the moment

The moment when your eyes would meet mine

For the first time

I didn’t need you, I wasn’t desperate

Truth is wanted is the right word

Because all I have ever wanted is you

"Once you stop chasing the wrong things the right ones will catch you"

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 11:03:17 -0700

“Once you stop chasing the wrong things the right ones will catch you”

Aiden,

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 10:54:31 -0700

These last two years have been, well they have truly been magical. From the moment I met you to eating breakfast just this morning. People have so many different theories on why couples belong together but I can’t seem to pin point one that holds us together. We aren’t really opposites, I mean maybe at first. I was the arrogant prick and you were to sweet for candy. But I don’t think it was my bad boy imagine that drew you in and I know it wasn’t your allure of sugar coated goodness that held my attention. What captivated me was your confidence, your surly attitude, your sarcasm and your obscured views of the world. If more people thought about things the way you did, the world would be a more colorful and a more happier place. I know it’s because of you that I see the rainbow in everything I do. I fell in love with your flaws because to you they were what made you special, such backward thinking. You laugh at all the wrong moments. You cry at all the imperfect times. You love with everything you’ve got and you feel everything with more emotion then necessary. Yet you are a stone wall of pure strength. It radiates from your being and you might not know it but it seeps from your smile. Aiden you are the most selfless person I know. Your understanding and compassionate. Do you know in the two years that I have know you that we have never gotten into an actual fight? That’s because you listen and you consider and you compromise. Our relationship is about what is best for us as a whole and I love that we can talk everything out. I love our no secrets police and I love that we both know it’s impossible to know everything about each other. I love that you love me. Truth is Aiden that I never liked who I was before I met you and I never thought I could turn it around or that life would change. And then I met you. I’ll never be able to pin point what it is about you that truly captivates me and I don’t think it matters because I have my entire life to figure it out. I really just want to say thank you, thank you for letting me love you because with out you I don’t know who I would be. I do know that who ever he is I wouldn’t like him most importantly neither would you. I also want to say thank you for loving me for me. Despite the fact that I have changed, grown into the man I always wanted to be, you never tried to change me. Never asked me to be someone different. You just loved the mess that I was, that I still am. I could seriously go on and on about what you mean to me and how I cherish you but I’m not trying to write a novel. I am only trying to write down my feelings so that one day, if I am not here to tell you, you will be able to read this and know that I loved you. That I have always loved you.

Love Forever and Always

Kenny

Never have I ever been good with goodbyes They seem so permanent and I can never grasp the whys

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:04:22 -0700

Never have I ever been good with goodbyes

They seem so permanent and I can never grasp the whys

Photo

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 22:16:43 -0700

I am in heaven.

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 17:26:21 -0700

I am in heaven.

I have attempted to set the story straight To mend the bones that I have broken But there is so much...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 11:31:07 -0700

I have attempted to set the story straight

To mend the bones that I have broken

But there is so much scar tissue beneath my flesh

And not enough power in words spoken

Who Say's?

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:07:53 -0700

They say you will just know

You will know because of the way his eyes find yours

From across the room, he searches with little effort

Because he can feel your presences pull at him

They say you will just know

You will know because of they way he touches you

The warmth in the palm of his hand, he will be gentle

Because being near you is enough

They say you will just know

You will know when his lips are against yours

It won’t feel like all the men that came before

Because he’s different and you already sense it

They say you will just know

You will know with every fiber of your being

That you are indeed in love, there will be no mistaking it

Because for the first time you will want for nothing

They say you will just know.

This little gem is Packer Jax and he loves me :)

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 16:03:17 -0700

This little gem is Packer Jax and he loves me :)

Miscalculated

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 14:13:51 -0700

Standing alone is not what I thought it would be

Never did I imagine the air so thin, the wind so cold

Up here no one can steal your breathe away

Leave it up to me and my breathe would never leave my lungs

To afford such freedom, isn’t written in my stars

But my hand is outstretched, I’m attempting to connect

Not just the remains of my scars but I can trace yours too

If you give me the chance I will embrace your jagged edges

Swear to smooth them out; I will lead you from the ledge

Take you from the dark and show you how the sun can rise

We can even watch it set beneath our eyelids

Standing alone is not at all what I thought it would be

Promise I won’t steal your breathe away

If you decide to take my hand, I’ll take you to the moon

Show you its okay to be afraid, its okay to faultier

Teach you not to forget to laugh; there is so much I have to offer

Never did I imagine the air to be so thin or the wind so cold

Safer is how I envisioned standing all alone

But safer doesn’t give you happiness, not even peace of mind

It gives you solid ground and thin air, it builds impossible walls

Safe is what I wanted before I realized I was missing out on living

Standing alone is not at all what I thought it would be

Maybe just maybe I’ll let you steal my breathe away from me