May 2012
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I can feel it wiggling and worming inside me
Haven’t the faintest idea of what it might be
But whatever it is – hurts
It moves like a centipede but with claw like feet
I know because I can feel my insides tare
As it slithers about
Haven’t the faintest idea of what it might be
But I think it’s trying to destroy me
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Victories
I thought that all of this would break me
Tare down what little I had left
But instead it has made me stronger
My understanding of death that is
Has left behind marks and not wonder
I will carry the scars of each battle fought
Before I wouldn’t have seen them as victories
But now, I understand which side is winning
I understand that when the end comes
It’s inevitable but when it comes, it offers...
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Chasing a Dream
The adrenaline of hitting a ball in a World Series and winning is nothing compared to the blow of when I met her or at least I can’t imagine it is. Playing in the World Series is only a dream of mine. It isn’t something I had yet obtained. She was also a dream of mine one I never thought existed. I knew baseball I had calculated my odds and I had a great chance of achieving my...
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I use to make music with my hips
But my sway has lost the melody
And no sound escapes my lips
“It is not our abilities that show who we are. It us our choices.”
Celebrating the beginning
Of summer and the end of another semester by sitting beach side, in Sand Diego! Been here since Friday and won’t be back till Sunday!
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The end of the ride.
It wasn’t a surprise or some random act of violence it was just cancer, cancer that had taken pieces of him until there was nothing left. Two years of fighting and countless expiration dates that didn’t actually mark the end. It was inevitable but that doesn’t make it any less devastating. It doesn’t change the fact that he’s gone. It doesn’t make the lies stop or fill the whole of abandonment I...
