January 2012
25 posts
I should stop talking.
My boss called me a hopeless romantic, a description of myself that I find unfitting. However after hearing it I couldn’t help but analyze it. I don’t personally believe in love but I do like the idea of love and my mom says I care to much, which is just another form of love. I think the idea of love is why I like the romance in movies or reading the story of two characters falling in love. Its...
December 2011
24 posts
Peeta
I promised a friend of mine that I would go watch The Hunger Games with her.
I wasn’t at all excited about it until I saw the trailer.
I’m impatient so waiting for the movie just wouldn’t do.
I had to know what was going to happen and how it would end.
So, like everyone else who has read the series I went out and bought it.
I started book one on Monday Finished it Tuesday...
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September 10
I remember when my little sister was born; I didn’t care for her
When we made instant chocolate pudding; we were addicted
My car accident and learning how to re-walk
Wiggling my teeth loose just to get that dollar
The snowman we made and how we killed him with the truck
When Matt passed away
I remember snow angels and frosted cover sugar cookies
When I gave you your nick name;...
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Battle Field
Baby, can you hear me
Please listen to my plea
Don’t crumble when you open the door
I promise it’s just me
Maybe not how you expected
Not even how you hoped
I know you’re going to be upset
But I promise some how you’ll cope
Please don’t get angry
At what the officer has to say
What I did should make you proud
I saved a life that day
No, it doesn’t change the fact
That I’m never coming home...
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Not Those Guys
Somewhere, someplace there is a boy
Not the boy from the park
Who makes you wanna run and scream
Who creeps you out
And doesn’t understand that you’re just not interested
Not the fool at work
Who never even notices you
Who doesn’t even know your favorite color
And doesn’t understand why you always smile
Not the idiot from ecology
Who focuses all his time on baseball and knock knock jokes
Who has...
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Impossible to Hide
I wish this could be temorary The things I feel inside I wish they would disapear Because there imposible to hide I wish on my birthday candles That you would understand I wished on the clock at 11:11 That you would let go of my hand I wish this could be temporary The questions that I hold inside I wish they would disapear Because they have no where left to hide I wished upon a shooting star That...
My sparkling tree.
So excited for Christmas to get here!
My shopping is past done. My presents are wrapped
and under my sparkling tree!
I just want my mom and dad to open my gifts.
[I get my impatience from my father…]
Having two separate Christmas isn’t making the waiting
any easier.
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The Sinner
“I think that I’m in love.” The girl whispered to another I’v never felt this way before This feeling is deep with in my core
When he walks into my view I get nevrvous right on cue Just watching him stand there with grace Those green eyes shining on his face
My head starts...
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"Reality"
Today I wrote a poem
And I called it “reality”
Because that’s what it was all about
I have no plans to show my mom or put it in a book
It’s my personal out look, my intake of the world around me
My real life reality as I watch it unfold in front of me
The chaos going on all around
All the crazy things that go unseen
Maybe it’s all just my mind playing stupid tricks on me
As I wonder down the hall...
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It's Your Loss Not Mine.
You can’t lose what you never had
And baby despite what you thought
I can promise you, you never had a chance
But I understand why it still feels like you lost
And I can’t blame you for that
Cause baby you’re missing out
You can’t keep what’s not yours
And despite what you believed
I was never yours and you were never mine
But I understand why you would want to keep me
And I can’t blame you for...
My Obsession
My heart beats for Aaron Rogers.
And for Jordy Nelson. It just can’t decide.
13-0 is a glorious record, one I am proud of :)
Whoop Whoop!
<3
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My Monster, the villain
Night falls and I see
You as I close my eyes
Thoughts of you fill the dead space
Inside my head
I can’t sleep
I lay awake trying to
Escape the torcher of your smile
You’re never ending face
But where am I to hide
When you’re always there
Lurking in the shadows
How am I to let go
And
Who are you to refuse me that
You’re a voice, you’re only a name
One that looms in the air
And waits for me
Behind...
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Its Whatever
Do you miss my laugh, the way it makes you smile
Your laugh no longer does, hasn’t for awhile
Do you miss my touch, the way it warmed your skin
Your touch no longer warms me from with in
Do you miss my voice the way it lingered in your ear
Your voice no longer comes out that clear
Did you miss the way my arms held on to you
No, because that gesture wasn’t true
Did you miss the way my lips felt...
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Dirty Little Secret
Maybe tomoorow, maybe we’ll see
It’s not about you, not even about me
Can’t explain it don’t even know where to start
The explanation is beyond matters of the heart
Do you know what you want to say
Because I’m waiting to hear it, I’ll be okay
I promise it won’t hurt that much
At least not as much as your gentle touch
Don’t be scared I can handle the blow
It will even be easier then letting...
“I must tell you, this isn’t me. This isn’t who I thought I would be....”
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He stumbles through the front entrance of his weathered apartment building and past the elevator. He takes the stairs two at a time concentrating on the steps as he goes silently counting them as he reaches another. Four levels up he pushes his back against the door leading to his floor and the heavy metal squeaks open. His shoulders coil to his ears in agony as the sound bounces around the stair...
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Bracelet
Red.
Like the Rose garden at my grans
And the streaks in your hair
Let’s not forget your lip gloss
That you sometimes wear
Orange.
Like the diet Sunkist in your fridge
And the bellies of my two pet frogs
Let’s not forget my ugly cell phone
Clearly visible even threw the fog
Yellow.
Like the poster of Bumblebee on my wall
And the Nirvana CD you own
Let’s not forget the cobalt you wanted
But have...
Anonymous asked: I'm the chick that's in love with your writing :)
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Team Caption
I thought she told you no the first time that you asked hoping that you meant it when you said those three little words and that you would understand she just wasn’t ready a baby at fourteen, a freshmen the pretty girl in class Did you think that because you were a senior and captain of the team that, that would make it easy that she would give in so quick I guess you were mistaken and pissed...
Sugar Coated
There are two main roads leading in and out of the town. With pink and purple petunias planted on both sides of the street. The trees near the side walk hang over and cast a cool shadow, one that eases the humidity just barely. The cars glide humming an even 35 as the wind dances through the trees. The birds chirp a sweet melody that strangers who pass by attempt to whistle too. Only...
