May 2013
11 posts
7 tags
This one is for YOU
You are a techno color rainbow
It bleeds from the words slipping from your tongue
The imagination you run wild with
Illuminates within the sockets of your eyes
Creativity spills from the crooked grin on your face
You could never be alone
Because you are a techno color rainbow
When your techno colors shine bright
You draw people in, like moths to a flame
Capture there attention with...
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The Sun Always Rises
I have captured a million rays of sunlight in the creases of my arms
That way when it’s cold I can wrap myself in the warmth of yesterday
I have painted a thousand sunsets on the back of my eyelids
So that when I close my eyes I can be greeted with beauty and wonder
I have stolen stars by the handful trapped them in the dark of my mind
That way when I am frightened they will be there to light the...
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Kindergarten Crush
It’s in black ink that my doodles took the form of hearts
They riddled the pages of my note books
And the inside of my rib cage
Because I attempted to inhale the meaning
With more force then necessary
Those hearts were meshed up attempts to create something tangible
I wore them on my wrist as if I couldn’t damage them
They were on display for all to see
Because I attempted to hold...
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Look at it this Way
Wanted isn’t the right word
And needed makes me feel desperate
But I was, desperate to feel something
That doesn’t mean I was anxious to meet
Someone like you
Someone I spent my entire life creating
No, I wasn’t desperately awaiting your arrival
I was instead plotting the moment
The moment when your eyes would meet mine
For the first time
I didn’t need you, I wasn’t desperate
Truth is wanted is...
April 2013
15 posts
“Once you stop chasing the wrong things the right ones will catch you”
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Aiden,
These last two years have been, well they have truly been magical. From the moment I met you to eating breakfast just this morning. People have so many different theories on why couples belong together but I can’t seem to pin point one that holds us together. We aren’t really opposites, I mean maybe at first. I was the arrogant prick and you were to sweet for candy. But I don’t think it was my...
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Never have I ever been good with goodbyes
They seem so permanent and I can never grasp the whys
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I have attempted to set the story straight
To mend the bones that I have broken
But there is so much scar tissue beneath my flesh
And not enough power in words spoken
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Who Say's?
They say you will just know
You will know because of the way his eyes find yours
From across the room, he searches with little effort
Because he can feel your presences pull at him
They say you will just know
You will know because of they way he touches you
The warmth in the palm of his hand, he will be gentle
Because being near you is enough
They say you will just know
You will know when his...
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Miscalculated
Standing alone is not what I thought it would be
Never did I imagine the air so thin, the wind so cold
Up here no one can steal your breathe away
Leave it up to me and my breathe would never leave my lungs
To afford such freedom, isn’t written in my stars
But my hand is outstretched, I’m attempting to connect
Not just the remains of my scars but I can trace yours too
If you give me the chance I...
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Knock Knock
You wanted it, maybe you needed it
To feel close to some one, to feel your skin against mine
We hadn’t set out to do it or at least I hadn’t intended
I was scared when you asked, asked if you could kiss me
The idea of being able to approve was new to me
But you were asking for more then just my approval
You wanted my okay to blur the lines
I just wanted to taste you, I just wanted to taste you
Our...
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What Made Me
It’s cold here, between the known and the unknown
I come from green stalks; rows upon rows of
Golden corn and black crows
Where the rive sit’s placed while the currents rages beneath
I come from back roads paved from dirt and
A history of back breaking work
Where beautiful petunias are planted along side the road
Because there vibrant lives don’t spring there naturally
I come from the changing of...
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Never say Never
I couldn’t help but look down at my ring finger and stare. The sun was captured perfectly within the diamonds set in the silver band. I use to think it would weight to much to carry this burden, to become that much more intertwined with anyone. In fact if you had asked me 9 years ago if this would be me. If I would be getting married I would have laughed in your face. I never believed in things...
It’s a Pirates Life for Me
I have whispered things I dare not speak of
Placed them in a glass bottle and sent them out to sea
Because I wasn’t sure if you would understand me
I tied my words inside a balloon with a simple string
Hoping some how my voice might reach you
Because I wanted to tell you the story of me
But my whispers were lost among the travels of the wind
And the bottle I sent to sea was destroyed
By a passing...
Can’t forget you, not even if I tried
You have become the hollow in my bone
The bitter taste in my mouth
A permanent reminder that I let you in
Your orange flavor engraved on my cheeks
The callous touch of your flesh grating against mine
A tattoo I will never be able to remove
You are the empty feeling in the pit of my stomach
The reason my eyes remain gray
A constant reminder of a forbidden...
He told me that I was beautiful
That I had the strength of a thousands truths
Buried within the bone of my rib cage
He told me that I was beautiful
That I had the warmth of a million sun sets
Etched into the palm of my hands
He told me that I was beautiful
That I had the wisdom of a hundred lies
Swimming in the blues of my eyes
He told me that I was beautiful
That I had the love of one
Thumping...
March 2013
8 posts
3 tags
Lost with in the confides of your laughter
That is where I want to make my home
Beneath the sunsets of your eyelids
And wrapped with in the crooks of your arms
This is were I want to belong
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Dearest Stranger,
It seems unreal to address you in such a way, but this is what we have become. In another place and time I might find our current reality flawed but upon further understanding I have reached an acceptance of what we have become. I use to hold on to the simplest idea that you might find your way back to me. I’ll admit I lived in la-la land there for awhile. It was just impossible for me to grasp...
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Looking for a connection
I quit looking for answers a long time ago
Because what I learned only tore me down
Instead I’m searching for understanding
Because I would rather connect with reasons
I cannot truly exist if I have no knowledge
Of what it means to be alive
So I will lose myself in the ideals of forever
I will hope when time is gone,
That I can leave behind all the right answers
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Blue's Story
Life had always come naturally to Blue. It wasn’t work to laugh or for her face to be split into a smile. Everything had been so effortless at one point; she just knew how to react. Blue was the idea of carefree, the very definition of not having a care in the world. There were always things in Blue’s life that were hard to get use to, but she always managed. She had decided at a very young age...
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Nap Time
They say reality is always better then a dream
But in my dreams I have you
And in reality you don’t even know my name.
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You, Hate You More.
What if I am all the things about you that I despise
The cigarette stained into your breath
The cocky grin plastered across your face
The absent mind you left wondering
What if I am all the things about you that I loath
The manipulating lies that slip from your lips
The sarcastic whit that seeps from a drunken stupor
The can cooler glued to the palm of your hand
What if I am all of the things...
I'll never give up.
I have lost my voice.
My creative need to express myself threw
written word.
Right now I feel beyond lost.
February 2013
3 posts
If I thought it would make a difference
I would ask you the same question
A billion and two different ways
But I don’t need to hear
You reword the same answer
a billion and two more disappointments
January 2013
4 posts
1 tag
December 2012
7 posts
I don’t have to ask you or any one for that matter, I can see exactly what it is you’re trying so hard to hide from me. I could lie to you. I could lie to you and pretend that your smile isn’t cracked, but what good would that do? I have a feeling that you and I are similar. Am I right when I say people told you lies daily to keep you at bay. To try and keep your fragile shell from shattering. I...
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Third Grade
When I write with my left hand it takes me back to childhood because the sloppy print looks just like it did back when I was learning to write with my right hand. Back then things were simple. Boys had cooties and all the kids in your class were your best friend, we didn’t know any better. I remember when playing state tag was the highlight of my day. I didn’t care about sweating I just wanted to...
November 2012
6 posts
4 tags
Real Life issues.
Excited for this semester to end.
Excited for some much needed free time to write.
Sorry I have been awol.
but I won’t apologize for being a good student.
Focused on the last few weeks of this semester.
