This one is for YOU
You are a techno color rainbow It bleeds from the words slipping from your tongue The imagination you run wild with Illuminates within the sockets of your eyes Creativity spills from the crooked grin on your face You could never be alone Because you are a techno color rainbow When your techno colors shine bright You draw people in, like moths to a flame Capture there attention with...
The Sun Always Rises
I have captured a million rays of sunlight in the creases of my arms That way when it’s cold I can wrap myself in the warmth of yesterday I have painted a thousand sunsets on the back of my eyelids So that when I close my eyes I can be greeted with beauty and wonder I have stolen stars by the handful trapped them in the dark of my mind That way when I am frightened they will be there to light the...
It’s in black ink that my doodles took the form of hearts They riddled the pages of my note books And the inside of my rib cage Because I attempted to inhale the meaning With more force then necessary Those hearts were meshed up attempts to create something tangible I wore them on my wrist as if I couldn’t damage them They were on display for all to see Because I attempted to hold...
Look at it this Way
Wanted isn’t the right word And needed makes me feel desperate But I was, desperate to feel something That doesn’t mean I was anxious to meet Someone like you Someone I spent my entire life creating No, I wasn’t desperately awaiting your arrival I was instead plotting the moment The moment when your eyes would meet mine For the first time I didn’t need you, I wasn’t desperate Truth is wanted is...
Once you stop chasing the wrong things the right ones will catch you
These last two years have been, well they have truly been magical. From the moment I met you to eating breakfast just this morning. People have so many different theories on why couples belong together but I can’t seem to pin point one that holds us together. We aren’t really opposites, I mean maybe at first. I was the arrogant prick and you were to sweet for candy. But I don’t think it was my...
Never have I ever been good with goodbyes They seem so permanent and I can never grasp the whys
I have attempted to set the story straight To mend the bones that I have broken But there is so much scar tissue beneath my flesh And not enough power in words spoken
They say you will just know You will know because of the way his eyes find yours From across the room, he searches with little effort Because he can feel your presences pull at him They say you will just know You will know because of they way he touches you The warmth in the palm of his hand, he will be gentle Because being near you is enough They say you will just know You will know when his...
Standing alone is not what I thought it would be Never did I imagine the air so thin, the wind so cold Up here no one can steal your breathe away Leave it up to me and my breathe would never leave my lungs To afford such freedom, isn’t written in my stars But my hand is outstretched, I’m attempting to connect Not just the remains of my scars but I can trace yours too If you give me the chance I...
You wanted it, maybe you needed it To feel close to some one, to feel your skin against mine We hadn’t set out to do it or at least I hadn’t intended I was scared when you asked, asked if you could kiss me The idea of being able to approve was new to me But you were asking for more then just my approval You wanted my okay to blur the lines I just wanted to taste you, I just wanted to taste you Our...
What Made Me
It’s cold here, between the known and the unknown I come from green stalks; rows upon rows of Golden corn and black crows Where the rive sit’s placed while the currents rages beneath I come from back roads paved from dirt and A history of back breaking work Where beautiful petunias are planted along side the road Because there vibrant lives don’t spring there naturally I come from the changing of...
Never say Never
I couldn’t help but look down at my ring finger and stare. The sun was captured perfectly within the diamonds set in the silver band. I use to think it would weight to much to carry this burden, to become that much more intertwined with anyone. In fact if you had asked me 9 years ago if this would be me. If I would be getting married I would have laughed in your face. I never believed in things...
It’s a Pirates Life for Me
I have whispered things I dare not speak of Placed them in a glass bottle and sent them out to sea Because I wasn’t sure if you would understand me I tied my words inside a balloon with a simple string Hoping some how my voice might reach you Because I wanted to tell you the story of me But my whispers were lost among the travels of the wind And the bottle I sent to sea was destroyed By a passing...
Can’t forget you, not even if I tried You have become the hollow in my bone The bitter taste in my mouth A permanent reminder that I let you in Your orange flavor engraved on my cheeks The callous touch of your flesh grating against mine A tattoo I will never be able to remove You are the empty feeling in the pit of my stomach The reason my eyes remain gray A constant reminder of a forbidden...
He told me that I was beautiful That I had the strength of a thousands truths Buried within the bone of my rib cage He told me that I was beautiful That I had the warmth of a million sun sets Etched into the palm of my hands He told me that I was beautiful That I had the wisdom of a hundred lies Swimming in the blues of my eyes He told me that I was beautiful That I had the love of one Thumping...
Lost with in the confides of your laughter That is where I want to make my home Beneath the sunsets of your eyelids And wrapped with in the crooks of your arms This is were I want to belong
It seems unreal to address you in such a way, but this is what we have become. In another place and time I might find our current reality flawed but upon further understanding I have reached an acceptance of what we have become. I use to hold on to the simplest idea that you might find your way back to me. I’ll admit I lived in la-la land there for awhile. It was just impossible for me to grasp...
Looking for a connection
I quit looking for answers a long time ago Because what I learned only tore me down Instead I’m searching for understanding Because I would rather connect with reasons I cannot truly exist if I have no knowledge Of what it means to be alive So I will lose myself in the ideals of forever I will hope when time is gone, That I can leave behind all the right answers
Life had always come naturally to Blue. It wasn’t work to laugh or for her face to be split into a smile. Everything had been so effortless at one point; she just knew how to react. Blue was the idea of carefree, the very definition of not having a care in the world. There were always things in Blue’s life that were hard to get use to, but she always managed. She had decided at a very young age...
They say reality is always better then a dream But in my dreams I have you And in reality you don’t even know my name.
You, Hate You More.
What if I am all the things about you that I despise The cigarette stained into your breath The cocky grin plastered across your face The absent mind you left wondering What if I am all the things about you that I loath The manipulating lies that slip from your lips The sarcastic whit that seeps from a drunken stupor The can cooler glued to the palm of your hand What if I am all of the things...
I'll never give up.
I have lost my voice. My creative need to express myself threw written word. Right now I feel beyond lost.
If I thought it would make a difference I would ask you the same question A billion and two different ways But I don’t need to hear You reword the same answer a billion and two more disappointments
I don’t have to ask you or any one for that matter, I can see exactly what it is you’re trying so hard to hide from me. I could lie to you. I could lie to you and pretend that your smile isn’t cracked, but what good would that do? I have a feeling that you and I are similar. Am I right when I say people told you lies daily to keep you at bay. To try and keep your fragile shell from shattering. I...
When I write with my left hand it takes me back to childhood because the sloppy print looks just like it did back when I was learning to write with my right hand. Back then things were simple. Boys had cooties and all the kids in your class were your best friend, we didn’t know any better. I remember when playing state tag was the highlight of my day. I didn’t care about sweating I just wanted to...
Real Life issues.
Excited for this semester to end. Excited for some much needed free time to write. Sorry I have been awol. but I won’t apologize for being a good student. Focused on the last few weeks of this semester.